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Rosu pe alb by THFan259, literature

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Rosu pe alb

Cuvinte goale, ratacite, Se insira sub ochii mei. Cuvinte nedorite, Ce-au pus capat fantasmei – Umbrei nenascute ce salasnuia intr-un gand de-al meu. Iar eu… Eu nu am vrut decat sa il gasesc, Sa il prind in mana si sa-l slefuiesc. Aveam nevoie de cuvinte, Asa c-am cautat adanc, Printre ganduri decadente, Printre ganduri demente, Am cautat cuvintele perfecte. Le-am simtit, Ca un foc ce ardea mocnit, Trebuia sa-l sting – sa scriu – sau sa ard de viu. Asa ca mintea mi-am despicat, Cu mainile-mi degerate de teama, Am cautat gandul ferecat, Cu degetele-mi tremurande si din ce in ce mai reci, muribunde. Nu am gasit n

Lumina arzatoare by THFan259, literature

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Lumina arzatoare

Ia-mi lumina, Caci n-am vrut-o niciodata, Nici macar o fasie din raza blestemata. Arunca-ma-n intuneric, Caci vreau sa ratacesc in nestiinta, Printre pasari fara aripi in unic vis feeric. Reteaza-mi aripile, Caci de zbor n-au fost niciodata abile, Doar de amagiri ucigatoare ale intaltului cer. Fost-am blestemat sa vad, Sa ratacesc printre raze alternante de lumina. Neputincios, dorintele ma-nclina si ma-nfrang incet. Ma frang sub a razei apasare si ma sting incet, Dar blestemata ta lumina arzatoare imi amana sfarsitul inc-odata Si inaintea-mi releveaza carari de neatins, Dar cu ce scop? Refuz sa ma declar invins, Si raza am sa lupt sa-ti

Blestemati sa fiti... by THFan259, literature

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Blestemati sa fiti...

Pe podea, uitata, Smulsa-mi piele zace insangerata, Caci de ea m-am lepadat, Iata, La a voastra dorinta de indata. Si-am imbracat o alta, Cu amortita amintire inca palpaind, De uitarea-mi m-am temut, uitand… Pe podea, uitata S-a uscat pielea-mi jupuita, Caci in memorie imi e pierduta, Iata, La a voastra porunca de indata. Si-am imbracat mai multe, Dar oricate as incerca… oricate, Izbutiti a ma afla. Si-am imbracat mai multe, Dar cea dintai pierduta a fost, Lepadata fara rost la porunca voastra. Blestemati sa fiti, Caci de uitare m-ati legat. Si oricat am incercat… Oricat, A ma afla n-am izbutit.

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Monofobie

S-a stins o lumanare, Si cu bratele-mi incrucisate am privit, Cum din fum negru s-a ivit, Incet, incet, Umbra s-a nascut. Din a mea suflare, Oare? S-a stins o lumanare. Taioasa acalmie ma patrunde incet, Si in lumina pasesc , De recea imbratisare ma feresc, Am ochii larg deschisi, Pedeapsa nu vreau sa-mi ispasesc. Inca vad printre fasii de umbra. S-a mai stins o lumanare, Si cu mainile-mi tremurande am privit, Cum din fum negru s-a ivit, Incet, incet, Umbra s-a marit. Din a mea suflare, Oare? S-a mai stins o lumanare… Gheare de intuneric ma ating, Ma refugiez pe-un petic de lumina, Am ochii larg deschisi, Ma ascund de frig. In penum

Obliterare by THFan259, literature

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Obliterare

In rece argintiu o ultima data sclipirea-ti s-a oglindit, Inghitita de rubiniu uscat. Dezlegare am cersit. Si am vazut prin intuneric, tarie prin mijlocul apelor nu era si nici lumina. Eram doar noi, imprejmuiti de liniste deplina. Si am auzit prin intuneric, vorbeai incet si nedeslusit, murmurai in moarta limba, rosteai vorbe de sfarsit. In rece argintiu privirea-mi disperata am intalnit, Inghitita de rubiniu uscat. Amortire am cersit. Si mi-ai soptit prin intuneric, Dulce sfarsit m-ai implorat in dar sa-ti dau, Incet, incet Dorintei tale am decis sa ma dedau, Al tau izbavitor sa fiu si tu a mea. Pe pamantul gol si netocmit, In bratel

Introspectie by THFan259, literature

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Introspectie

Liniste asurzitoare s-a inchis in jurul meu Si neagra stralucire, din bezna s-a-ntrupat, Pasit-a-ncet, vechi fior a dezgropat. Gheare reci sub piele mi-au patruns, Caci adanc abis, de neatins, Ochii fiarei cuprindeau. Indelung am privit cunoscutul necunoscut – Genuni sfredelitoare Ce din bezna s-au desfacut. Strigatele-mi mute, de intuneric s-au izbit… Si-am vazut al meu cosmar – La picioarele-mi goale s-a naruit. Fiara sfaramata, Insangerata, Din nimic intrupata – din mine. Din farame de oglinda m-am privit, De sangele-mi blestemat manjit.

Dar aripi am primit... by THFan259, literature

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Dar aripi am primit...

Nemilos Etern m-a izgonit din marele haos, Intr-un tot blestemat, nimicului promis, Cadavru animat. Esenta damnata, Ferecata in a timpului ofranda – Sacrificiu neinteles . Nedreptatiti ne-a alungat din al Cerului inalt. Dar aripi am primit, Si vant intaltator, Darnic creator… Inlantuit de propriile aripi m-am zbatut, Dar tarana insufletita – a esentei inchisoare – A invins. Dar aripi am primit… Putrezite aripi am primit…

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Rosu pe alb by THFan259, literature

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Lumina arzatoare by THFan259, literature

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Lumina arzatoare

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Monofobie by THFan259, literature

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Monofobie

Obliterare by THFan259, literature

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Introspectie by THFan259, literature

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Introspectie

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Self-confined by THFan259, literature

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Self-confined

Out of my own abyss – Jaded wings won’t carry me To the everlasting embrace of bliss. I’m not letting myself flee. Into the maze of my mind, I’ve become an absentee. Stepping out of the obscurity – My enemy spreading violence, My own self-reflection… Shroud me in deaf silence. Seeking - Self-retrieving, For I yearn the unbinding of my mind, By my own self – Confined…

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Rosu pe alb by THFan259, literature

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Rosu pe alb

Lumina arzatoare by THFan259, literature

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Monofobie by THFan259, literature

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Obliterare by THFan259, literature

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Light? by THFan259, literature

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Light?

Enlighten me, For my stellar light turns feeble. Do I want to see? I’m trying to find shelter into my own shadow, For it drags me to The Hollow - The hungering night that bends my mind. Myself… Will I ever be refined? Enlighten me, For my stellar light is flashing, Do I really want to see? Instill blood into my veins, For I have been dehumanized – I’m tangled up with an eternal haze. Myself… Only the darkness remains. Sweet departure, Imposed enclosure… Enlighten me, For my stellar light has died, I don’t want to see…

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Counting To Ten by THFan259, literature

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Counting To Ten

Please, take a seat and play with me, Until I count to ten you need to wait for the final decree, Will this be the so waited sick revenge? Yes, I say, your dripping, tacky blood my heart will assuage, Will this be the time to extirpate the vermin? Yes, I say, I will rip off your viscous skin, When your heart still beats I will eviscerate your body, …if you know what I mean, This scenery, just imagine, so bloody, And there will be me – holding your beating heart in the middle of this scene, …if you know what I mean, After the life had been shed, There is a corpse lost in a sea of red, …yes, my dear, you are de

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

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Apr 13, 2015

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Tagged by !Oni-1024 (https://www.deviantart.com/oni-1024) The questions I had to answer: 1.  what is your favorite non-anime show?    I don't have one. 2.  who is your favorite anime character?    I don't have one. 3.  which fictional character do you feel represents you the best?    This is a hard one. Well, who comes right now through my mind is Zuko, from Avatar:The last air bender. Or Sweeney Todd. Nice ones. 4.  who is your favorite Marvel character?    Wolverine. 5.  who is your favorite DC character?    Joker. 6.  if you could choose your name, what would it be?    I don't know. I'm okay with the one I have. Also, I don't think that the name really

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Awesome. Beautiful. Great. Marvellous. Wonderful. You know what I'm talking about. I've picked up a few artworks by a few artists. Enjoy. By <Carota17 (https://www.deviantart.com/carota17) By :iconvaenoxx: By :icongotat: