Life Spilled On A Page

I feel like I can't take it no more, here on  the floor I lay,
My days, my nights, the moments of my life,
Lost their color, fade to grey…

Staring at this blank pice of paper,
I see my memories on rewind,
Starting then to write,
What I really feel inside…

I really do my best,
But it seems I just failed this life's test,
I'm nobody and like this I'll stay,
To get up there is no way…

So I spill my life on this page,
The only way to free myself,
From the frustration and rage,
I'll paint and write my memories,
While I'm trying to feel again,
The soft touch of the air's breeze,
But it seems like the time is frozen, all I feel is pain…

As I write,
For a short moment I've felt like everything was alright,
But then I woke up to the real life,
The dark, grim world,
Where I'm always wrong…